Send me Lord,I will Go!

Months did somehow bothers me on decisions that will change my life to anew.
resigning of fulltime work as such.
Then settling down in my hometown. Maybe do some business,take a masters for my degree,work on a corp and et al on make some money and die.
Im concerned of my Madear of whom i am responsible for since my younger sis and older bro is working abroad. I ask the Lord in a week time.
One monday as we are on a recollection, the speaker share to us of how to keep up with GOD amidst the busyness around.I close my eyes and ask the Lord of my 3 main questions recently.Indeed He answered me that time.
In terms of Madear, GOD's answer to me was - [ Go and talk to her ].
After that i ask permission of my leader. a 3 day leave for family matters.And i was given 5 days instead to really have the time with Madear and Dianne. before i leave manila that time,my prayer was "Send me Lord, I will GO"{Isaiah6:8)
It was a wonderful trip to leyte and to our home..
while we visit Padear's grave,i saw Madear praying with 3 other old prayer woman in that town. right there Padear comforted me of my worries to Madear.
after our visit we did talk and greeted each other.
To my surprise of how they relate with,concern of my life and affirm me of i am doing in my missionary work.
For the first time, i heard them happy and supporting me of the vocation im choosing.
My Family affirms me of the mission the Lord bless me. such as i was taught that i am to be the source of unity in the family, but this time it was My Family who unites me to GOD. They offered me to GOD's mission.
The 5 days was just a surprise for me! The Lord has a bigger plan, we only see the glimpse of that plan.This time anew excitement and privileged to Glorify the Lord more.
"Send me Lord,I will GO!"